Soon, I will delete most of my gallery, leaving only ongoing trades and such (I still owe to the winners of the COBRA contest, I haven't forgotten). No, this isn't one of those "AND I WILL NEVER COME BACK" scenes, no worries.

The past 2-3 years haven't really been kind to me, especially these last months. Just weeks ago our flat was broken into, our laptop, guitars, games and stuff being stolen, and chances are close to 0 for the burglars to be caught. (Moral of the story: always backup your data! I lost all the collected data of the past 1.5 years. The ironic thing? I wanted to make a big backup just that weekend.)
But I didn't want to talk about that.

Why I feel the need to begin anew (besides having this strange habit for purging all of my internet presences from time to time)?
Because I can do better. There are several reasons why my art has been as it was all these years, one of them being that I was always prohibited from doing art, since it isn't really a well paying career (I was meant to become a doctor or a lawyer, figure that). That made me very insecure about my abilities, even despite being told by professionals that I have a good sense for compositions, and literally everyone in my family having an incredibly good sense for beauty and harmony and skilled hands.
So all these years I have been doing what I was told not to do, and it really showed, there has always been a sense of self-restriction in whatever I did. Yes, despite being an adult, and living away from my family and later on my own for over a decade now. Old wounds heal slowest because they are the deepest.

I feel the need to be "reborn", and the first step to that is to clear the table. I won't delete all these things from my PC of course, because that would mean I can't face my past. I can and I do. But the time has come to rise and shine, I mean to let go of all subconscious fears and just get it goin'

But enough of my rambling, let the purging begin!